Mood: Allergies suck
Music: Stuck by Stacie Orrico
Reading:Under The Wolf, Under The Dog by Adam Rapp

Im so late in writing this I mean, I haven't showed up in what? Weeks? Well I need a damn subscription to make everything easier

Anyway Im moving. Another apartment sounds nice so Im outta here. But Ive been gone for a while on my other account since its so much nicer,..I dont really feel welcome on this one anymore from various fights and harrassment that was NEVER dealt with and because I am now obligated to not show my creativity from something *cough* someone said not long back. Anyway I must go but I will update later. I had to delete almost all of my messages, 600 some odd messages is too much for me to handle -_- im sorry if I missed your comments I truly am. Please forgive me. I'll talk later

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Garnet

Mood: .....Name 12 moods at the top of your head.
Listening To: Sadly Nothing.
Watching: Inuyasha
Reading: Behemoth by Peter Watts

Everything is hitting me all at once...it sucks when your sister who you've never really known or gotten along with, who turned her back on your family long ago is now planning on staying in your house for probably the rest of her life. It sucks when she's supposed to be in Rehab.

It sucks when the most important person in your life is going in for surgery and you cant be there with him to comfort him or show them you care. It sucks when you feel like big moments that you're supposed to be experiencing with that person is not being shared with you....when you cant be there for a while to share his joy or sadness or discomfort.

It sucks when you're insane and after 3 years of officialy being healed by meds changes and for weeks you have to go on with this madness untill a doctor helps you....or when you feel so depressed and you have no idea why. It sucks when you know you cant stop it.

I have the biggest dreams and needs these days and I know I have to be patient... at 17 everyone would think that no one really knows what they want untill they are at a late age, but a different....a big connection you have between someone that cannot possibly be broken is unchanged by such thoughts. I know that if someone is in love, that is all they want. To be happy and to live with that person right? I know alot of people who take advantage of their relationships with the one they love. They fool around and break up over and over and just do the same things, fight, break up, get back together, have fun for a while and then lose hope in their feelings. We can have the people we love, most of us that go through so much pain with that person refuse to try again. I would GLADLY go through pain to recieve the greatest gift in the end. Love is the only reason to live, in my belief, that is the greatest gift that should never be taken for granted.
I just find it unfair that I, the only person I know who doesn't, is far away from the one I want to be with most and cannot take the chance to show that I am not taking him for granted.

It really sucks when all of this is coming at you at once -_-

What's on your mind?

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Garnet

Mood: >.< In pain and tired...
Music: Color Blind by Counting Crows
Reading: Behemoth by Peter Watts

Im so glad everyone liked my Mandy submission XD Im so happy about that. Im really not sure if its being entered into the Grim adventures contest but I do know that its being mentioned in the journal. Im really not sure if I should do this but for all you who support me please go by and note the club after looking through the entries. It will only take a minute of your time to state wich one you liked, please do this so the results of the contest wont be stalled and I will know if Im actually eligible. Please do this for me VOTE!

I finished my book called,'Luna'. It was very good but in the end a little disappointing but then it was the opposite in a lot of ways XD. Anywho I recommend anyone to read it ^^

Thankyou all for your time. I really hope you can go help out the club with the contest. Thankyou so much btw, for all your comments - Thanks For so much advice Couldn't of done it without you

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GarnetGirl

Mood: So Excited XD
Listening To: All You Want by Dido
Watching: Nothing XD
Reading: Luna by Julie Anne Peters

Im now a new member of the Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy Club XD Yay! Hehe so Im so happy about it. Whenever I get a scanner ^^' I'll actually submit something to it to show not only my thanks but my love for Mandy XD. Yay!

Thankyou so much for letting me Join! XD Im going to enjoy every second of it. Weee!

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Mood: Hungry and Moody
Listening To: Sadly...Nothing
Reading: Luna by Julie Anne Peters

I just recently got a few opinions that having two accounts no matter what the excuse is a waste. So just because I have another account that means Im a bitch because I'm "taking" up space on Deviantart. I DID have a good reason to create this account and no matter who asks I dont have to mention as long as I know it was a good reason. I wish people weren't so hypocritical. There are many artists on DeviantArt who have as many as 3 accounts for their different art works OR it was just because their others didn't work out. Whats wrong with that? Just because they think that its a waste doesn't mean they're right, what if one day they might have a reason to make a new one? Maybe then they would understand the simple concept of simple circumstance. Besides Deviantart has alot of space and I believe they want more users.

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